Due to the fact that I am unable to write a post without a word vomit of things I should not say, I will not be posting until Monday or Tuesday. I am sorry for not following through with my commitment to return to blogging, but sometimes real life gets in the way and somethings are private and should stay that way. So therefore I cannot post until I get my emotions in check.
Okay bloggy friends I need prayers please, I cannot divulge the details as to what the need is about, but just know i'm in desperate need of them.
I am having a lot of family issues and and they are weighing heavily on my heart.
I am the type of person who wants to fix everything and make everything better for my family, that is why I became a nurse, bc I like helping people.
I am a control freak as well and when I cannot make things better or make them go the way I need or want them to go, I kinda freak out. I love my family and want the best for them, but right now there are a few of them I just want drop kick right now.
I have been praying, praying, praying for things to work out and I don't see an end in sight at this time, but I know MY God is greater and MY God is stronger than all my problems! I am standing on the word and His word says He will not leave me nor forsake me, He works all things to my good, and He is here if I only ask Him.
Thank you for the prayers and love! I love each and everyone of you, even though I haven't met y'all!
ps. here are some songs that help me through and I hope they will help you!
So I know I have been gone for most of the summer, but I am back now! I have been super busy all summer taking care of my little cousins, working, doing school work, and just having fun! I am going to try my best to be back full time from now on, but it may not happen all the time. I have tried to start back before now, but have been unable to bring myself to put forth the effort this blog requires. But I feel I am back to a place where I can be here more often. We have been dealing with a lot as a family this summer and my mind has been anywhere but set in reality. I have been escaping into the world of my books and movies. Am I the only person who re-reads their favorite books even if they have just read them? Anyways, I just wanted everyone to know that I'M BACK!! Love y'all!!!!
So today is my Birthday and I am 24, yes I know I am getting old! Lol but yes I really feel like I am.
I am kinda not happy about getting older though, bc I thought I would be so much further along by now. There are so many things that I have yet to do! I need to get on it! Time is slipping away! I thought I would either be married or getting married, wanting to have kids in the near future, have a better job & be advancing in my career. My mom has given me a timeline to giver her grandchildren in well lets just say I only have 2 years left & im not even married yet, lol. But alas those things are not happening right now, but I look forward to the promise of tomorrow!
I am very thankful for all my wonderful family & friends, my job, & the ability to be going back to school!
I'm just excited I get to spend today with my little guy & after I get off work! And yes it stinks to have to work on your birthday :(
I know I haven't been around lately but it's bc I have been super busy with my two little men! Liam turned 1 on Sunday & Alex turned 5 today! We have them for about a month!
If your new around here & dunno who I'm talking about they are my adorable little cousins! I love them as if they were my own & they might as well be bc I have them all the time. So until they are gone I probably won't be on here, I am trying to read y'alls blogs but spending time with them is way more important so I will see y'all sometime!
