1. Life is crazy
2. Life is not fair
3. Life is tough
4. Life can change at any minute
5. You are not promised a tomorrow, so live for the moment
Those are my thoughts as I start this post. So as I mentioned yesterday, life has been crazy, chaotic, stressful, and just down right mean lately.
I have been to a viewing/funeral of a person I grew up with and he was only 2 years older than me when he died 2 weeks ago. He died due to some poor decisions and tragic circumstances. It was heartbreaking to watch his family suffer and to see his 3 children and know they will not get a chance to grow up with a daddy. The oldest is 6 and the youngest a month old. His family is grieving so heavily and I feel helpless in what to do. All I can do is pray and count my blessings everyday.
My family has also been going through a rough time lately, with different things and members. We are all struggling and we all fight battles that others know nothing about. A & L's parents are splitting up and they are not being the parents they should to these precious babies, it breaks my heart to see my babies being hurt.
Life is Heartbreaking
I started a new job about 2 1/2 months ago, I now get to work with children and adults. Its a huge change and one i'm not so sure I like. My confidence has been shaken and my skills have been tested. In a small town jobs are few and far in between for a LPN. Don't get me wrong I am thankful for a job that lets me pay my bills and also help my parents out. I just made a rushed decision I believe and now i'm stuck, for awhile. I need to get my butt in gear and get my RN and be done with it.
The grass is not always greener on the other side
I know i'm venting but I don't care bc its my blog! My confidence is shaken and now I have to hitch up my big-girl panties and take control of my life and make my grown-ups decisions.
Age does not make us wiser
Faith makes us stronger
Love keeps us together
Life is Life & No One Gets Out Alive
Thanks for listening to my ranting! Have a great day!!