Better Late Than Never!

1. Life is crazy

2. Life is not fair

3. Life is tough

4. Life can change at any minute

5. You are not promised a tomorrow, so live for the moment

Those are my thoughts as I start this post. So as I mentioned yesterday, life has been crazy, chaotic, stressful, and just down right mean lately. 

I have been to a viewing/funeral of a person I grew up with and he was only 2 years older than me when he died 2 weeks ago. He died due to some poor decisions and tragic circumstances. It was heartbreaking to watch his family suffer and to see his 3 children and know they will not get a chance to grow up with a daddy. The oldest is 6 and the youngest a month old. His family is grieving so heavily and I feel helpless in what to do. All I can do is pray and count my blessings everyday.

My family has also been going through a rough time lately, with different things and members. We are all struggling and we all fight battles that others know nothing about. A & L's parents are splitting up and they are not being the parents they should to these precious babies, it breaks my heart to see my babies being hurt.

Life is Heartbreaking

I started a new job about 2 1/2 months ago, I now get to work with children and adults. Its a huge change and one i'm not so sure I like. My confidence has been shaken and my skills have been tested. In a small town jobs are few and far in between for a LPN. Don't get me wrong I am thankful for a job that lets me pay my bills and also help my parents out. I just made a rushed decision I believe and now i'm stuck, for awhile. I need to get my butt in gear and get my RN and be done with it. 

The grass is not always greener on the other side

I know i'm venting but I don't care bc its my blog! My confidence is shaken and now I have to hitch up my big-girl panties and take control of my life and make my grown-ups decisions. 

Age does not make us wiser

Faith makes us stronger

Love keeps us together

Life is Life & No One Gets Out Alive

Thanks for listening to my ranting! Have a great day!!

Bad Blogger

So I know I am a bad blogger, but I really do have a good excuse. So right as I was ready to dive back into this lovely world we call blog land, we had a tragic accident pop up and things got crazy! Don't worry were all ok, but I can't say the same for some friend's of the family. I will go into more details tomorrow and explain. 

Then as things were beginning to settle down, it was time to go get my lil monkey's A and L. Well of course it wouldn't be a trip to my fam's without some major drama! A lil more about this later, lets just say I have A and he is doing great and but L had to stay home. 

In other news, I have made my first big-girl purchase! I bought a pool for my parent's house! I am super excited about it! We have had it installed and everything is set up! My dad is fixing to start setting up to make the deck, now that he has his new toy (nail gun) and the privacy fence is going up in about a week! I am so ready for some sun and relaxation! We got in Saturday and i'm already burnt :(

Work is literally trying to kill me and on top of that so is Turbo Fire, but its cool bc I am losing weight and making myself healthier!!

Talk to y'all later!

Ps. I just bought the cutest necklace and dress from Kiki La Rue !!!!